Post by pinkmolly on Jan 16, 2018 0:12:04 GMT
mizar
"oh man, what a world- the things i hear. if i could act on my revenge then, oh, would i?"
basics/field I
mizar is a black and white basenji with polydactylism. he has two extra toes on three paws besides his front left paw, which has three extra toes. he has XY chromosomes and is genetically male, and identifies as male and goes by he/him/his pronouns. he has chocolate brown eyes and a curled tail, and smells of leaf mold and maple sap. his sexuality is unknown to him, but he is an asexual, demiromantic hetero
personality/field II
mizar is a quiet and observant male, who prefers to let others come to him. he's naturally curious, but is doomed to second guess himself, which leads to a lot of eternal conflict. he likes company, but only with those he knows well. because of this, he doesn't do well in crowds or when meeting new groups. he'd rather meet a dog on their own, get to know them, and then progress to spending time with that dog and others who he also knows. he's a silently sleeper, a silent hunter, and prefers the day time as his night time sight isn't as adept as other dogs'. he feels lonely while on his own, but he's become used to this, and does poorly when with others.
past /field III
mizar can't remember his past. this must be why he never passed on.
he grew up in an abusive and dis-functioning family with his mother, his two siblings, and his father. his father, desperate to start a pack of his own, held the family together hard in his grip. his mother was terrified to leave, but fought often with her pups' father, and at times was simply too stubborn to really take action and leave the father. she clung onto her puppies' father fiercely, treating him like property at times. both parents often acted out in violence against their pups, though thankfully mizar wasn't their main target most times. mizar had to watch his brother and sister be brutalized by his mother and father, much to his horror, and he helplessly remained stationary with his parents for a good while.
as he grew older, mizar hit a turning point in his life. after slipping away from their parents, the three siblings trotted off to explore the world away from the den. they got into some mushrooms, and on their way back home, mizar's sister became sick and started foaming and vomiting. by the time they were back to their parents, all three siblings were foaming and throwing up. the parents were frantic, shouting at each other and their children. that day, mizar's two siblings died. he was left to deal with his parents' anger and grief. with no one else to turn the blame onto, they stacked it on mizar. long argument short, mother held down her son and tore at his pelt in anger, then father snapped his long fangs and chased after the pup. mizar escaped that day, sick of the abuse from his parents, and managed to survive on his own.
from then on, he lived the life of a lone dog.
when mizar was reaching adulthood, he got involved with a small pack of dogs. this pack quickly crumbled until only three dogs remains, mizar, a bitch friend of his, and the alpha male. mizar split from the pack after a while, and traveled on his own.
why is it mizar can't remember all of this? on his death day, mizar knocked something loose in his head after falling a great distance. his memory was lost and he was knocked unconscious, and soon died from eternal bleeding.
now, he wanders alone and confused, unsure of most things. maybe it's better that way
